A little positivity never hurt anyone, right?

Tue 01.17.2006 @ 11:43 am
I've been kinda mopy, depressed and negative the past few days; I don't know if it's because my insomnia still persists but last night I had one of those 3 o'clock in the morning epiphanies that hit ya outta nowhere.

Just like that song said, "All I need to have is just a little faith". Without hoping and striving for whatever is it I want, how am I suppose to get it? Not being all negative that's for sure, and that thought kinda hit me all of a sudden as I was idly watching videos on MTV (the new one with Kanye West and Adam Levine (yum)) I know it's kinda a stupid thing to realize, but sometimes you've been negative for so long that it becomes second nature, and I think the hardest thing to do is actually realize what you are doing to yourself.

Positivity never hurt anyone, in fact I don't know of a single case where it hurt. It might have not done anything, but to actually cause a negative effect I think not... So, well I'm gonna be conscious of my negative moments and turn them upside down, and from a couple of hours of doing that, let me tell ya that it's hard. Consciously changing your mood is not only tough but exhausting, I might have accidentally found the answer to my insomnia. If I'm as exhausted as I feel, tonight I'll be sleeping like a baby.


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@ 1/19/2006 02:57:34

posted by: jencam

Can't see why you feel negative. You are brilliant at web design. I understand the insomnia. Get some herbal sleep things. I use them on planes. See daylight at least 2 hours a day and excercise the same amount of time and you'll feel better.
@ 1/19/2006 03:00:29

posted by: Malena

I've been given the drink a little something before going to bed and the exercise route.

I'm going to try the exercise route, it's healthier, non addictive and if I accidentally lose some weight it will be a win-win. thanks for the suggestion. :D

@ 1/19/2006 14:10:49

posted by: Abhijeet

Try thinking of all those who are worse off than you (trust me there would be plenty)... has a way of getting one to better appreciate what one has been blessed with - sounds corny, but it works!! Cheers! Abhijeet
@ 2/15/2006 16:49:54

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